I stare at the grey walls again, gaze at our picture It's been a routine talking to the ghosts and the silhouettes since you left me helplessly in this crumbly and ragged paperworld covered by the stardust
I tried to run run after you oh! moonchild I miss you you don't see it, do you?
I miss the puffy lips of yours your ice cold stares but moreover the subtle presence of your warm body the warmest body that some days back clutched me so tight every midnight when I was in verge of another breakdown your warmth filled my inner soul and ushered me back to life
idk where you've been you faded so swiftly right in front of me now I search for the clues in all our old Polaroids and in al the blues and hues
still** every night you hunt me in my daydreams so, I try closing the eyes of mine wishing to see you just one more time just one time more ♡ ♡
It's about longing for a friend/love that's never actually been there but is in your head and subtly, quietly supports you and is your strength.