Won’t you lie here with me? Can’t we just let the world slip away? Or would it hurt you too much to let anyone near your heart? Even if that someone is me? Won’t you say anything at all? Even if it’s not what I want to hear? I’d rather have harsh truths than kind lies. And I know you will not lie. You will not be kind. Your face is stoic, it makes me want to cry. Do you not feel anything? Does anything break through the surface of your skepticism? Though I try and try to see past your unrelenting negativity you continue to surprise me with your coldness. How do you stay so cold? The silence you project is screaming, pounding in my ears and everything in me burns for the affection you refuse to give. Why do you pretend I’m not even here? I want a way out, but being alone terrifies me more than you do. Terrifies me more than the silence and the cold. Maybe after a while, the coldness won’t hurt.
I can wait.
Just something I wrote on a plane ride when I was feeling poetic