My existence in his life vanished long ago Now I write this poem to say Adiós
There wasn't much story to tell, "How can you like someone who you've never really got along that well?" The first time we met I saw something worth the pain; Flashing light aching to be found, Lived upon himself
Years tormented me Forced to conceal what I felt underneath Until I found what I thought could be it; Secret poems to forget him
Felt secure my words wouldn't reach him Needing more to feel appeased Staring at the button line spelling "S.E.N.D" I slide my fingertip and hold tight onto it, Cataleptic of the fuzz I would tremble myself in
He's persistent in knowing my name Yet there's nothing else left to say All this anxiety drives me insane, Thought I was over him somehow, Suddenly all this sentiment runs back I want to scream, I want to cry Why can't I tell him goodbye?
As mystery this will remain Not willing to shatter what's left Hoping all this will soon fade away I open my heart and truely say: Please stay away.