I smile and smile through all the pain, I scream in my dreams and cry in my sleep, What do you want from me? I try and try as hard as I can Yet I am breaking, and shaking, and dying inside What are you expecting from me? I tell you things that are bothering me, But it’s all a phase to you. How am I supposed to get better? I try to be everything you need Yet you call me a disappointment What more do you want? I tell you I have Depression, Anxiety, And Pain. You smile and say it’s fake. Why do I deserve this? When you yell at me, Anxiety screams back at me, Making it hard to speak. Why don’t you understand? I try so hard to be the kid you want But Depression drags me back, To things you don’t know, To the things, you said I lied about. So I scream and don’t tell you anything, Until the death of me, you won’t understand. Why don’t you let me breathe?