A tiny pill, less than fingernail-size Washed down with water each day. You’d think nothing of it. It’s just like clockwork.
It does its job. You marvel at science And you marvel at being a woman Just how does your body do it? You wonder each day.
Now there is less blood But more bleeding Less pain But more suffering
As the months pass you start to realise something. You’d rather tear out your own hair Than tear out your own ****** You’d rather be drenched with blood Than drenched with sadness and anger
Once a month you wish you were dead. The pill laughs. Once a month you cry yourself to sleep Just because somebody looked at you funny.
This tiny tiny thing Smaller than your fingernail May be making it easier to be a woman But it’s making it harder to be you.
I recently discovered that my contraceptive pill had messed with my hormones to the point where I had completely changed as a person. I was very anxious and low, and all because of a tiny pill that I'd put a lot of my faith in. This is my disjointed attempt at conveying the pain I endured.