i want you to know that i'm sad but i'm afraid you'll leave me after seeing this much wreckage.
i used to have lungs for breathing but now they're cathedrals of the echoing air i don't want to breathe in any longer
i used to have a heart that lived but now is filled with sand and poison i wonder how i could still feel my heartbeat
so if you don't mean it
please don't tell me you love me don't admire the hand painted ceilings starting to peel off because it's still "******* beautiful"
stop calling me beautiful at all. stop seeing the ocean in my eyes. stop kissing me as if you feel resurrected everytime i whisper your name on your lips.
and please if you don't mean it don't put your head on my chest and tell me you've never heard of anything more magnificent and a l i v e
ha look at that idk where this came from i'm not even in a romantic relationship but whatever i hope this resonates with someone at least lol this is for u