Dysfunctional behind closed doors Shapeshifted the lovesick ***** She'll touch you timid, trembling hands Scared that you arent coming back Digs through drawers and under the sink Searching for her missing link A cigarette will do for now At least it isn't puppy chow Shameless in her actions past Comfortable in coming last Theres more than at the surface level And everybody's personal hell Clove hitch knot around her waist She followed at a steady pace Wrapped around your pinky finger She mimicked all you seemed to give her What her eyes can do to you Back of my throat still tastes like glue What a sullen memory Of what that **** can do to me She bites her nails and fingertips Terrified that she might slip A clumsy dance that she once knew Of falling into penance due Twirl your hair and crack a smile This one's gonna take awhile Different or the same old same old They've paid for it in pounds of fools gold Chasing after fading dreams Tripping up on memories Will she make it on her own A concept simple, yet unknown A reunion of the sweetest kind Desperate to escape the time Spirits burn an empty soul But never can they make one whole Echoing within her chest "You have always been the best" She sips and stares across the room Shadowed by her phantom groom Cut off from hearts nourishment All on her own cursed to lament The choices that she didn't make And chances that she didn't take A sigh inside an empty mind A drop of water off the tide She's buried next to clementines Roots entangle, synchronize What a pretty little mess Of despondancy and tenderness And she's still waiting underground For a love once frolicked, love once found