Surrounded by dullness, Feeling nothing by emptiness, And all at once it starts to close up on me. Leaving me breathless, Sending pain across my shivering body. Blind by the darkness that has once again become a piece of me, I start to feel at home. This feeling that most would refers to as awful blankness Leaves a smile on my face. Is it that I'm used to it? Or have I gone completely mad?