no, no, hold up, before you accuse me of being a "*** addict" or only "wanting you for your body" hear me out
when i say my body misses you more than i do i mean when we started being more like a you and a me i didn't like it but neither did my body
TMI but my stomach hasn't been so well going to the bathroom after every meal and nausea kinda follows me around it's hard to lift my feet off the ground i feel heavy like i don't know to explain what that means but basically my knees are buckling and there is a bolus of food stuck in my windpipe it's getting kinda hard to fight
last night i started craving fried food and sugar and okay- maybe that's just *** but like my period is a good ten days away that's not to say that it shouldn't be this way but it shouldn't be this way
i got onion rings but then threw them all up because i could smell the oil there is downright turmoil in this body of mine its definitely not fine
i wonder if i have bulimia but that seems too simple an explanation there's more to this situation yesterday we talked and i felt like i could eat a three course meal and keep it but now, ****, a bite and i run to the bathroom is it food poisoning? i doubt it because if you were here right now i would be fine
all that aside my heart is crumbling my chest is collapsing i can feel my ribs break and buckle because they have no use left anyway with all that heart break and ****