Full of life, vibrant and radiant, grew up and grew apart, to both of our surprises, I took control and went out, making something of myself, there’s bitter resentment in your voice, to everytime you speak. Now we barely keep in touch. Acting like I’ve got be living for the block. Devil in your grin, Satan in you lies. How come you look with hateful envy? How come, it’s my fault of what you did with your life? Every time I go to embrace, you turn away. Where were you when I needed love? (There we both came from the same place, it’s the money and the struggle got us changing places. People yield to trends, sins committed, people attempt to repent, but they recommit to sins, I guess it’s their essence and it's the way it is, I knew my cousin was on dope, I lived in poverty. Providing reasons to become a ****** as the poor nature, Suffocates me while I’m clean and I broke free. Life goes on. I’m alive again, writing in stride, it’s adrenaline based motivation, I’m little awakened than most. I just wanted to live.)