i want to be able to see my heart in word-form, all of its callouses and scars spelled out in strings of the alphabet i want words to flow off of my fingertips like the drippings of water droplets into a sink from a faucet closed only half way yet i've found that the four-letter word i've been feeling can only be expressed as it is numb
i want to be able to express myself but i feel as though i have nothing to express anymore