i let my eyelids flutter shut smiled coyly held their face in my hands gingerly stood on my tip toes and some lips met somewhere i can't say for sure when i shut my eyes i was a sea in their arms completely enamoured and i wanted a little bit more just a glimpse of those eyes looking at me but when i looked back i i couldn't recognize those arms those eyes those lips then for whom was i smiling?
i'll just tell you this time. it's a poem where the speaker is with one person, but loves another person. i consider it a sister poem to "i saw" but its very rough around the edges isn't it?