The last time we met, we gave the worst goodbyes. I told you terrible things and watched hatred grow in your eyes. When I began to make amends you were out of reach, I began to panic, a connection I beseech.
Untimely was your death, unruly were my words. After so much time, who would've known it would still hurt?
I don't believe in Heaven, but did you die at peace? Forever will I live my life, asking "Kim, do you still hate me?"