If there is a god
I believed in him
When he gave me you, I breathed him in.
Every breath was your scent and his holiness
And when you left all I felt was the loneliness.
My fingers miss your skin and my ears miss your voice
If god took you away then I won’t rejoice.
Because I only found him in your eyes
Now that you’re gone, its god I despise.
I gave you my heart and for the second time
And again you left it, it’s not yours, it’s not mine.
So I’ll smile and try to go on with my day
And when I get to bed, I’ll try cry you away.
Out of my system, the place you most belong
Onto my pillow, while I weep a sad song.