It's during those lonesome moments that I realise how much you mean to me. The sky is grey and the air doesn't get to my lungs, I'm suffocating by your absence. The thought of leaving my house seems useless since you won't be there waiting for me. A day without seeing your smile feels empty, and I miss your eyes even more, now that I know that I'll never see them. I'm needy of the warmth of your presence in a room even if I've never experienced it..