Sunlight swathes the car door window, warming my shoulder with southern heat. Tunes hum, rattling around in the radio, patiently waiting their turn to serenade me next. The anxiety coats the air like warm milk in your stomach, clinging to the interior of the vehicle. Words are few, silence abundant in it's absence, it only pauses for brief discussion. There is not much left to say, the worst is over. New chapters begin, the fear seeps out and reality creeps in.