Being alone doesn't feel the same You're on my mind and whose to blame? I want to yell I want to cry I want to love you i want to die you're in my dreams all the time I wish I could make you mine what do I do where do I go? I want to run I can't let you know I'm tethered to you I feel the thread The thoughts of you race in my head I know that I didn't want to stay but I dig my grave deeper everyday I wanted you to know I cared I felt too much and now i'm scared of losing you and losing friends I don't want this to start or end