My warmth inside has drained away The feelings I held on tight to have became lost in the breeze The music-deafening wind not only physically beats me down but also strips me of what I want to hear I strive for the days that the heat isnβt hiding and the sun peaks out But the sheer cold makes it hard to breathe, telling me to go back home I become so aggravated I keep on pushing just to show defiance The evidence of my fatigue and mental suffering becomes clear as it drops off my face The mix of heat and frigid times contort my sensations, making me lost But I must conceal what I feel so I run towards whatever my eyes are on My mind goes blank, I have become numb