There's a sensation in my ******* It's annoying and raw They tell me it's just cause I have to *** But to me it's all wrong It associates itself with hands on my thighs With unwanted whispers in my ear With a finger in me A finger that is not mine
There's a sensation in my ******* That makes me feel unsafe It makes me want to chop it off so I never feel again It makes me leave my body It makes me never want to come back It makes me want to cry It makes me want to die
I've been having dissociative episodes, we think it's because I was ***** at some point in my life but can't remember it