Base feelings are monsters that live in my cage I always draw second I unveil Virginity is a useless sacrifice So, nobody feels uneasy anymore Oh they know what self-adoration is Yet, you are all about the crippling spine that needs to jettison out my back. Crack! Fear is what fuels your 1962's Colt with stolen gasoline When I ride it I am on the minute It drops me off on the line of fire Flames light up in my lungs You shout "Here are my reasons, understand, see" That creeping sensation of the ugliest kid in class watching me behind my ear Makes me horrified A basket case of emotion I cannot stress enough It's the things I do not want to happen Like resurrecting insects and then killing them again Nightmare to my time so I stop moving, like, paralyzed Fearful is the edge of the knife Peeling back my ***** as I feel its blade cuts thin Every slice a feeling creeping in It abuses my skin Replaced by a shroud of music that I sing to wheedle out So you can continue to say I "Live in sin, live in sin" You needed me afraid, so I became brave You needed me small, so I became big