We wasted our youth on numbing the pain with alcohol and cigarettes. We were young and naive. You were charming, I was a mess, and we jumped into the flames together.
We wasted our twenties on screaming into almost full answering machines and bars with mindless conversations. We were wild and free. You were a mess, I was fed up, so we danced down dark alleys together singing rage filled songs to the moon.
We were best friends; we were trying to fight the same battle with scars across our wrists and blacked out livers as mementos from this war. We were family; we were just filling up boxes with old pictures of smiling and happy birthday cards from a mother who was never around. We were lovers; trying to scream ourselves back into each others arms in hope that we could be the heroes we always wanted.
We were the kids your parents warned you about. The ones with the broken past and the empty futures they said. The ones with the alcohol addictions and the drugs habits we refused to kick they said. The ones who lived in the night, who danced in the shadows but dreamed of the next morning they would have to make it through.
Cheers to numbing the pain at the expense of our livers and wasting our youth on impossible dreams.