you're a drug
and i can't stop
i can't stop breaking myself down for you
i'll never have enough, and i'll never be enough

i tear myself apart, scrabbling for things to get you
and just an ounce of you makes me feel relevant
it makes me feel here
it makes me feel sane

but you are so toxic
i am losing myself trying to get to you
i am lost

this isn't your fault
it is mine

i need to quit.