They have only ever wanted me for one thing my whole life I have closed myself off and made myself unapproachable I am emotionless and resent having feelings thinking they are wrong Because they have only ever wanted one thing Till this day they only want one thing Never giving me true affection Just one thing But I give in because that is all I ever did
10/7/16 Too young to know just how damaging that one thing can be Old enough to know that it has ruined me