melancholy eyes glaze over the old honeycomb wallpaper pattern and the mottled ceiling, paint peeling noting every crevice in your new apartment my consciousness dips in and out of every nook and cranny, catching fragments of the conversation. you should always be the centre of attention. i'd tried to entertain the notion, you'd noticed my eyes in the ceiling and ushered me back to the boring evening tea room with a gentle fingertip or two pressed to my wrist. do you wish you were somewhere else? would you read my tea leaves and tell me, what does the future hold for us?