If I told you about my November would you tell me about yours? You always said these things get easier with time, but I’m still waiting. I’ll mark today down in all my calendars and I’ll get back to you. 3 years wasn’t long enough to forget. As much as I want to love you, I can’t stand your pity, And I can’t stand my own fear. All of my heroes become my villains, And I’m desperate for something to believe in Now that I can’t believe in you. I learned the hard way that I can’t rely too heavily on anyone, Because once I do they get scared and they leave. The things that scar me are the things that will scare you And you will leave too.