Why is it the rain pours harder when you're not around Shattering droplets Piercing every last thought Morphing these old habits With new ideas Thunderous clatter used to bring me peace Now I lay awake Shuttering as the pulse of vibrations Shake my existence Like a frail cat searching for peace I can no longer calm this aching heart Nor these shaking hands Under streams of the moon's beaming light I fail to hide away Searching for you in the night As to calm my battered soul I will search on, Until the day Our warm touch meets again