I have yet to truly live my life. I sit in my room, gazing at my pen, my weapon. The bane of my existence. My cocoon. My choice. As I write in my journal, I ask myself, "What do I have to sacrifice in order to move ahead?" A dark chuckle ripples through my room and I look at my reflection. As I am clad in a white robe, my mirror is clad in black. Holding black. Being black. The only truth is the gold pen in her hand. "Sacrifice," she murmurs in a venomously sweet voice. "All things require a sacrifice. Why should the pen be any different?" Red lips curl up into a smile but her eyes did not. All they did was bore. "Perfection is not controlled. Perfection is raw. Sacrifice for your desire, or your desire will be sacrificed."