I need coffee and poetry and music by Solange, Emeli Sandé and Floetry. I need love and freedom, I need to know that God is in my life even when there’s pain in my eyes. Our love and chemistry was beautifully overwhelming but I never wanted you to say goodbye. You left without any warning, you left and I need to know the reason why while I keep listening to Cranes in the Sky. I tried to drink it away but every time I did, I woke up the next day feeling intensely inebriated. I have cried myself to sleep on days when the world was dancing to the rhythm of my melancholic heartbeat. I have fallen in love with my own solitude, but lately loneliness has taken over every single part of me. You still have my heart beating in rhythms that are foreign to my existence. I find it useless spending all this time apart while we keep admiring each other from a distance. I have been waiting for you to help me get rid of this miserable and lonely life of mine.