I am risky but not in the way you think I spend most of my time in my mind Thinking of scenarios that will never happen Living a made up life that is unobtainable I do not deserve that life And that will never change But spending time in that place is risky Almost dangerous With all the negativity I should be avoiding my mind But I am ****** into its trap It tortures me by dangling the perfect normal life in front of me Only to light it on fire Worsening my depression
10/16/16 A ruse set by depression Dreaming of my parallel universe It is nothing more than a hoax Only pulling me from reality to leave me with my sadness