tumbling up hills while running through air singing songs underwater lakes floating in space spinning in circles and drawing straight lines needing to start but can’t find my pen answering doors with nobody there diving through snow escaping the heat feeling my way through clouds that talk wanting to wake but finding no strength trying to speak with sand on my teeth sweeping the floor and shifting the walls chanting the prayers throwing frisbees of lace how can I sprint with skis on my feet raging red sun bursting with ice crazy these dreams unpacking my head