I am on board on a train silently making noise as it crosses miles amidst wet and velvety green at times charming spring sometimes like a romantic dream or a novel better than the best often sailing through the blazing sand like an Arabian adventure it feels as the desert drills my soaked pores to sow the dry seed of aging as I go on living like a carefree kid at the doorstep of sweet sixteen though the real past has been anything but aim based frenzy fragments into frivolous pursuits Dos and don'ts clouding vision lazy days slipping out of hands it's time to take a decisive action that is to determine whether it will be a terrible death on the sandy Sahara or a walk in the Himalayan clouds.