I'm a coward I pretend I can write but I cant i'm just a kid pretending. Real writing is about being honest and vulnerable. I haven't been honest with myself in a long time. Real art takes courage and that's not something I have anymore. Why does it have to be so complicated. So after this sentence I'll be as open as a deep cut so listen to everything that's about to pour out. I'm a lost boy without Neverland. Im shy, afraid to grow up, afraid to fail , and afraid to find out who i really am. For now I'll continue to be the pretender.