I keep trying to let go
of that little bit of light
that you gave me

there's just some small
and stupid part of my mind
that lies to my heart
and allows me to believe
I still stand a chance

I gave it all to you
I let you see me
I let you see the scary parts
that I usually try to hide from myself
I showed you that I'm human
and that I care

and all that
you've shown me in return
is pain