Honestly In all honesty I'm torn at the seams I was told that you fight for what you believe The way life has been fighting me I don't know what it means Lately I've been tired Mentally uninspired Physically undesired See I hold value in the people I know and the memories acquired But this new breed Has my soul out of motion See i believed in love When it's always left me broken And the way you smile is like that calm of the ocean Even beneath the current shifts and it bolsters With the problems of everyday The trials you continually face I could never understand your struggle But I see it in a way Because this heroes story doesn't end with a happy day It's a infinite loop Comprised of everyday See my mind thinks it adores you in every way But my heart know the truth that if I love you eventually you will not stay So I fight myself My reflection being rebellious If I told my form of love was a simple way of helpless To be helpless devoted even though my own pain goes unnoticed Let be the nutrient and. Decay that your beautiful flower can grow in