I am sorry that I wasnt perfect I am sorry that he left. I am sorry that I let him leave. I am sorry that I didnt beg him to stay. O r to come back. I am sorry that I didnt think of you. The way you wanted me to. I am sorry that I didnt wait with you. I am sorry that I told you to give up. I am sorry that I made you feel bad for waiting. For believing he would return.
I am sorry I did what I thought was best I am sorry I wanted to be perfect for my kids. I am sorry I sacked at marriage. I AM SORRY.
I just wanted to be a perfect mother.... I just wanted to love myself as well. silently, I hoped he would return.