it is kind of horrible but it's not like you'd get it the rest of you have placid minds simplicity at its best one bad thing happens and you feel this or that i, on the other hand, deluged in my shackles of misconstruity one bad thing happens and i feel all these other bad things not that i'm the only one, a prisoner of my own head i'm just the only one i know, bewildered even in my own bed