I want to be able to catch someone stealing glances and feel giddy,
I want to notice the little things someone does for me and be happy,
I want to smile to myself when I read a text from a boy that I met,
I want to be bubbly and excited whenever something small happens,
I want to be able to open myself up to other people,
I want to be able to be happy with someone else,
I want to be able to reach out to others,
I want to be able to escape these walls I built,
All because you hurt me,
I want to,
Fall in love again,
But every time someone catches my eye,
I get a glimpse of a second chance,
To fall in love,
But the hurt you gave floods my mind,
And that glint of hope,
Turns into cynical thoughts,
And skeptical views,
All because of,
You