When you are struggling with depression every time you speak, breath or even blink there is one thought that will pop in your mind, "I want to **** myself" this thought is the one that over all is going to be with you from the beginning to the end. Please do me a favor, read it slowly and you will see the beauty of the world in one sentence because the fact that is only a thought and not an action shows how a place of opportunities is waiting for you. New countries to visit, New strangers to kiss. The future is a sea of new adventures waiting for a captain to sail them and the captain of your story is you, hold on this is temporary and you are not as alone as you think, I know that feeling that even your best friend is happier with someone else  that your family is going to be happier without you around is eating you alive, that's the worst feeling that a person can feel, to see all the people you love happier when you are not around and I know that is true because I feel the same but after all you need to remember: suicide may be the question but not the answer, depression is getting bigger every day but at a certain point you'll get a weapon, for me has been writing maybe for you singing or running but you will make it through. I don't know you I maybe I'll never will but if that thought is in your head and you are reading this that means that you are the bravest person on this planet and I'm a 100% sure you'll make it through. I believe in you, just give time some time to work for the beautiful ending it has prepare for you after all this suffering