You see my body is yours to hold I told you that before But I don't think that you see what that really means to me. I know that we said that we wouldn't get attached but I've never been really good at that. I'm sorry I got it I know you wanted me bad but my feelings got involved and you didn't want any of that. Because my heart is so difficult to hold but my body was warm and warmed yours cold. For you it was easy to play the field but you didn't want me to end up and feel. I know that we agreed that no feelings there would be. But with every breath I breathe I want you here with me. I don't want you with your clothes off I don't want to see your naked figure. I want you with your clothes on and your desire just a flicker. I want you in your bad days oh and I want you in your best. But you are too fixated not on my mind but on my chest. So I'm sorry that my feelings got involved towards the end. I'm writing this now looking into the future this isn't the end. Because we haven't even started our relationship yet. What you want I hate you don't want me. And you know baby I agree but this is the only future that I see