I'm trying to humanize you Rip you off That stupid little pedestal That I put you on Make myself realize How ****** up you can be How mortal you really are How ridiculous I am For thinking Your anything more than Human.
I'm trying to deconstruct you Tear to pieces Your squalid crown That I placed on your head Understand That your heart Can be cracked too That I'm not the only one That gets hurt
I'm trying to objectify you Stop building you up In my mind To where you're a queen A goddess On a throne above me Ruling me My thoughts My actions Attempting to perceive The reality That you don't own me My mind Or my body
I'm trying to humanize you Fight against Your stereotypical perfection And acknowledge Your flaws Your weaknesses Your mistakes Your problems Your defects Your cracks Your brokenness Your **** To finally appreciate That you're nothing more than Human.
Loving her is killing me. I have to stop putting her on a pedestal and realize that she's just as human as me.