Jun 2017
Never have you ever felt the way I do.
Never have you ever felt the weight of your heart break underneath your chest.
Never have you ever heard the sound of your rib crack while your heart is being yanked out.
Never have you ever stayed up all night crying so much you wish you could drown in the pool of tears your body created.
Never have you ever wished you were dead because you thought it couldn't be worse than how you felt in that moment. Could it?
Never have you ever looked into the eyes of another boy wishing you could feel something, anything close to how he made you feel.
Never have you ever starved yourself thinking, maybe if I was skinnier, prettier.
Never have you ever asked God "Why me?"
Sometimes I feel as though I am the only one who has ever felt this way. But, I know I'm wrong. For anyone feeling this way, I will pray for you; I know how bad it hurts. And for anyone who has gotten past this feeling, tell me how.
Never have you ever felt the weight of your heart break underneath your chest.
Never have you ever heard the sound of your rib crack while your heart is being yanked out.
Never have you ever stayed up all night crying so much you wish you could drown in the pool of tears your body created.
Never have you ever wished you were dead because you thought it couldn't be worse than how you felt in that moment. Could it?
Never have you ever looked into the eyes of another boy wishing you could feel something, anything close to how he made you feel.
Never have you ever starved yourself thinking, maybe if I was skinnier, prettier.
Never have you ever asked God "Why me?"
Sometimes I feel as though I am the only one who has ever felt this way. But, I know I'm wrong. For anyone feeling this way, I will pray for you; I know how bad it hurts. And for anyone who has gotten past this feeling, tell me how.
