For months a stood at the edge of a cliff Starring into your dreamy eyes feeling Fulfilled. Happy. Complete. I had found what appeared to be my soulmate. My everything. During the storms, I stood by you, helped you through because i kept believing in my own Cinderella story. One thing though... I never saw it coming, hearing you say you're in love with someone else. I refused to believe you because you kept holding on. But my tear soaked pillow cases, utter a different sordid fairytale. I never expected you to push me off, to watch me fall into a seemingly bottomless pit of heartbreak. Of sadness and disappointment. In losing you I lost myself. My confidence. My will to carry on. My dreams which had somehow intertwined themselves with the idea of me and you. With passing moment, I only hope that in this beautiful ruin I have become, I will rise again like the sun does; after the long dark cold days of winter. I can only hope to shed myself of all these scars like the trees do at the dawn of autumn. I can only hope for a constant experience of growth, of renewal of the rebirth of something extraordinarily beautiful. I can only hope that like Spring, i can be free, I can blossom and stand once again against and among the elements and soar. But most importantly, that like Summer, I can shine: And once again believe in love