I remember calling for her Hoping she would hear my screams over the cries of the angry mob And for a second she stopped As if she heard me and wanted to turn around but couldn't bring herself to do it So instead she just glanced at the heavens as if she was praying Reaching out in attempt to relinquish the pain that corrupted her soul Before walking away never to be seen by my eyes again I later heard rumors that she had died That the pain was too much for her fragile heart And on that night she shot herself as she laid in my old bed