Eighty seven times Did you circle in your dance With grandpa the golden sun Many thousand times Did you spin him round and round And your dance keeps going on ... But you dance so wild! Ignoring that he is tired And his uncountable pains... Let him catch his breath! Can’t you notice his bad cough? ... Why being so rough? Where’s the fun in that? He is dizzy now! Let him rest the night. ... Why not dancing slow Like most ladies love to do And let him for once Be the man he always was Let him lead the waltz! ... Why on purpose step On his foot and let him limp Loosing his balance While you continue the dance? ... Why the need to sing Almost scream extremely loud Making his ears ache On the fringe to become deaf? Why not hum along While you dance to moonlight songs Like most ladies do? ... Why stealing the dance With his wife during their song But give her away To some strange and lonely star Quickly getting back Not letting him do some talk And mingle to share Some of his dreams with others? ... But you are selfish! You will keep him for yourself While we know that once you’re bored You’ll do just the same With him, like you’ve always done With others and let him go After he’s tired and soar Let another star take him And then once he’s gone You’ll keep going on Looking for more fun.. Dancing with others... ... Please... Slow down...!
I've been living with my grandfather and aunt for more than 3 years now. While doing my graduate studies here in Iran, I chose to take care of them instead of living in the dorms (which is not a great place to live anyway).
Its always painful to see my grandpa's health deteriorate day by day, him suffering from insomnia, bad coughs, dizziness, disorientation, hearing difficulties, back pain, difficulties in walking, isolation, the loss of control in many aspects of his life, and all kinds of other pains. And on top of that, my grandmother's death to whom he was married for almost 60 years.
Sometimes, we wish that time would go slower and that it would give us a break, because the thought of loosing someone we care about, despite being inevitable, is really terrifying.