Life, the most widespread joke without a punchline. We throw ourselves into the playground for amusement, some way to pass the endless stream of time. We have the power to do many terrible great things but not the will to perform. We drown in our misunderstanding and want for companionship. No one wants to meet what comes next alone. We surround ourselves with the others but are they real or just figments of the great simulation. Which ones are REAL? What does it all mean? We ask repeatedly and distract from the oncoming dread by soaking our brains in pleasure and petty tasks. When there is none to be found we suffer in nothingness. Crave the meaning of it all, but fear the truth. Map the endless universe for an answer but only so far is the reach of a crafted lens. Sometimes we think we see the solution in the sparkle of another's eyes but love. Love is but another falsity. Eventually everything fades, even one's biological function for passion. Whatever we are, we were meant to seek the answer. If there is none, we suffer internally eternally. This is Hell! What comes next is endless slumber, trapped in the pod of another plain of existence. Until we dare to amuse ourselves again. Memory wiped. The experiment. The thrill. The punchline revealed!
A small written expression of my feelings in the search for the meaning of life.