to be defined by an assault nobody should ever endure more than just physical violation **** is an assault on your whole being scars go deep & you don't understand how to heal from it
but there is healing beyond the 10 minutes of fear and tears there can be intimacy in future relationships physical closeness without any tremors total vulnerability without fingers of fear clawing at your gut you can be okay take it from me it won't define you you will* overcome
I really wanted to share this to let anyone who's gone through what I have that there can be healing from this and you can achieve physical intimacy again without all the trauma flooding back every time. It takes a lot of courage to open yourself up again, but I can assure you it is possible.