what heartbreak it is to feel a storm in your chest everyday. to feel like you don't belong in your own skin. and i know one day we will all be happy because that's what they tell us right? but i swear to god it has been cloudy and raining everyday. I've been praying for a sunny sky for days weeks months years. And i know i should be happy. But how does one find happiness trapped like a prisoner in their own mind.