you asked me to describe you, and i found myself at a loss for words (which doesn’t happen very often; words usually pour out of me like water from a fountain). you mean the entire ******* world to me, how do i put that into words? how do i put you into words?
you're the literal light of my life: you’re a ray of sunshine, a respite from the constant thunder and rain that seems to follow me around no matter where i go. you pour constant love and warmth into me, so much so that even on the gloomiest of days, i feel happy and okay.
you’re my inspiration; i look up to you in every possible way. you make me want to be a better person, show me what that could be like.
you are soft and gentle and kind. you’re the feeling of coming home of watching a movie under the blankets with a cup of hot cocoa of finding something that you thought you had lost, and the relief because you couldn’t imagine living without something so amazing. you’re the feeling of safety and security, of knowing that everything’s going to be okay, of opening a new book and becoming immersed in an entirely new world, something you never could’ve dreamt up.
you’re the feeling i get when my favorite song comes on, shouting the lyrics and knowing i’m off-key but not caring.
you remind me what it’s like to feel alive, what it’s like to feel human (and how can i put that into words?)
alternatively titled: i'm in love with you but i don't know how to say that so i wrote this instead
that being said: hey everyone, i'm back!!!!! and here to stay.