i watched her suffer when the first one was going to a medical school, knew she would spent years ahead in hell trying to defend her,
i watched her suffer when the second was going to college and she couldn't afford a proper addition course to make her feel more confident,
i watched her suffer when the third was going to follow the others, and she was slamming herself bones by bones to make sure she had all the sources,
i watched her suffer and suffer and suffer for everyone but herself, and if that doesn't enough to break me in every way possible, i don't know what else will do.