To why I did these kind of things and to why I need to let go to stop and just live. Never minding what they say about me or who I am or dictate my life should be I just want to be me without Hesitation, Barriers or wall that blocks me from falling into the river. To stop fearing in drowning and learn to swim like everybody else has done.
I wrote this awhile back: April-11-2016. I can't believe that this is benefiting to what i felt the other day. I should learn to to swim and learn how to ignore the nonsense people say...